The Big Bang

I was feeling a little overwhelmed by work, and leg day yesterday has also taken its toll. Don't get the wrong idea that I am a regular gym goer. I just had a deep conversation with this girl, and she said that she would accept my proposal if I started the gym, so this was just the first week of that. 

And because of all those reasons, I decided to take a sick day today. And started watching an anime, Jobless Incarnation. It's basically about a guy who has been reborn in another world of magic, demons, beasts, kingdoms, and all that with his memories from previous life. And as all men are, including me, he is a pervert. Any more about the anime and you will have a lot of spoilers here. I would recommend this to anyone who watches anime, season 2 is still airing.

Once I completed that, it was still around noon, and still a long day left. I wonder we have so much time in a day and still not enough to do something productive. I had a thought lingering inside me What if I was fired from my job, My first reaction was happiness I would pack my bags and go back to my hometown, Before that, when I went back to the office to submit the laptop it would be a stroke of happiness to tell everyone that each of my code is a mess and the peace when I see that look on their face like saamp soong gaya ho. Truly Peaceful.

After that thought of the line, another one came, this one was about loneliness. Here I was looking for a past friend with whom I was not able to keep up the promise of forever. She was my first love and for her, I was a good friend. Recently I ended everything with her, It was getting difficult for me by the day...

Finally, for just curiosity, I Googled myself. And actually found nothing just some other guys having the same name as me, also found a junior who is trying to earn some extra money from tuition. 

From there it struck me, that I didn't have an online presence, even the people younger than me have that, they at least find themselves while searching online. And that's the whole reason why I am starting this blog, don't know how regular would I be here, but at least I should try..

I don't think anyone is actually gonna read this, but if you do let me know how this is and what else can I do. It's a world of infinite possibilities...