Explosions On The Sun

 

So back here again after a month, this would become my practice now, once a month. So the main reason to write today is I am going home next week on Friday evening and with the office schedule and all, I will get little time in the coming week. And as I had some time today, I thought why not. The problem is what to write about today, I really don't wanna repeat what I have already done like sharing a day in my life and then suggesting a TV series. Therefore, maybe today I will try to make a.....

Back again after almost half a year, 

Wese aaj mere pass 50 kaam h, and each one more important than the other. But mere dimag m ek hi chiz chal rahi h and wo h kyon? Akhir m aisa kyon hu?

Mere pass jo mujhe jarurat h wo sab h and jo chahta hu wo lene ki aukat bhi rkhta, pr leta kuch nahi.

It's like ki I can't make a logical reason why I want it, and what effect will it have it my life.

Mtlb agr koi fayda nahi h kisi chiz ka to mat lo, ye bhut hi jyada hi result oriented mind set nahi ho gaya. Ki agr krne ka fayda nahi h to mt karo. And bs yahi baat aaj mujhe sata rahi h. Itna result ke baare m kyon sochna h mujhe, why can't I just enjoy the journey.

Let me try to RCA here, aaj hi ye short form suni h, basically means Root Cause Analysis.

So being result-oriented means you are thinking about profit and loss. That basically means revenue and cost.

Revenue pr agr dhyan de, to wo hoga basically whatever you learn and how you apply it, your personality and this should be of highest priority. Mtlb issue important kya hi chiz h. Jab tum apne aap ko aisa bana lo ki tumhe khudko sell hi an krna pade. Log apne aap tumhare piche aaye.

Is hisab see to cost ka koi frk hi nahi pdna chaiye, kitna bhi large. Each failure gives you a new experience. Kitne hi paise khrch ho jaaye, kya hi chala jaega. Jyada see jyada bura kya ho jaega.

Chal ye bhi soch lete h.

1. Naukri abhi teri set chal rahi, chod di to ghr pr bethenge CAT krunga, UPSC ki tyari karunga. 50 chize aur h.

2. Ladki nahi mili manle, dost to h hi and arrange marriage ho hi jaegi. Manle wo bhi chod ke chali gayi. Bhajan karenge beth ke bhagwan ka naam gaenge. Na bache honge an unki chinta hogi. Aur jis din body kaam krna kam kr degi, kud ke mar jaenge.

Isse jyada bura to kya hi hoga. Mera bas ek sapna shayd pura an ho paaye, ek family ka jo m sapna dekha krta tha. Pr koi na chalta h. Gursimar ke pass jake jyada acha lagega.

To conclusion nikalne ke liye, ye sab bhut confusing likha h mene. Mujhe khud nahi pata ka chal raha konsi side le raha hu m aur konsi nahi. Mujhe shyd abhi bhi lagta h result based is better approach than process based. Bt fir zindagi ka maja nahi le paunga kabhi.

Ab smjh m aaya ki us din m likh kyon nahi paaya kuch, kyonki ye topic bana hi aaj ke liye tha Explosions On The Sun aaj jo mera dimag fatt raha h ki itne kaam hone ke bawajoot m yahan pr beth kr type kr raha hu.

Pr abhi mujhe isme bhut points add krne h, jese m abhi job ke liye desperate kyon ho raha hu, kyonki mene wada kr diya ki gurgaon delhi aa jaunga is liye ya mujhe yahan actual m acha nahi lagta. Mujhe piche chutna sabse jyada bura lagta h, aur is time m duniya see bhut piche chuta hua hu. 

Aur yahi baat meri udasi ka karan h, m dikhata jese mujhe duniya se frk nahi pdta, pr mujhe andar hi andar sabse aage niklne ki chull rhti. Kyon aakhir, bhnchod khud se competition krna chalu kr.

Log everything and you have to improve on what you were last week.

Starting with reducing weight, drinking more and more water.

Go out meet people, strangers does not matter who they are just talk.

Mujhe nahi pata how this will work out but I will try.

But again tu fir results dekh rha process enjoy kr bhn ke lnd, kuch bhi kr tu kuch nahi h you are starting from scratch. Saala basics to aate nahi h tujhe, sidhe implementation krne ja raha. Chize sikh enjoy kr process. AAJ KOI KAAM NAHI JO TERA MANN KREGA WO KREGA TU.

ENJOY